Those Tears

📝: May S. Leynes

1-
I cried.. my heart grieves for you and the witch
I cried cause I know that was our last night
And goodbye is goodbye
And even if the magic day came
And you woke up from her spell realizing your mistakes
I know that night will be our last night.

2-
I shed tears..for us,
You're lost in a dreamy black dream
I left.. slowly I got out from that web
I'm here, sometimes looking back
Saying hi to you from far away
I sometimes wish that witch never been born
But if she'd never been born
I wouldn't know the otherness
Between human and conjurer.

3-
I shed tears for our love
For the feelings I have to let go
I wish I could hurt her
Smash her heart and break her wand and tear her mind
Declare a war against her trive
But if I did, what difference I can make?

4-
I looked up.. to hold my tears
Everytime I look back, I have to move forward
Leave one grievance at a time
Though I want to go back and kick her in the lungs
But if I did, I will be the one like her..bitch, unforgiven forever.

5-
I chose to write it down..instead of killing her
Cause I know you'll might be broken
If I killed her and send her to hell
So I prayed, leave those things to Almighty
Appreciating hidden victories
Of being forgiving and live
With a bigger purpose, day by day.

6-
Those tears gives me options
Those heartache makes me more compassionate
Being cheated on gives me healthy reasons
Injured in all aspects gives me chances
To know and learn more about this life and emotions 

7-
You cheated on me and it breaks my heart
She stole you, it broke me to pieces
But God fixed me and, it's everything.
Those tears is His way, of putting me on a meaningful journey..

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